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2 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [09 Nov 2006|06:41am] ahhh the ring 2 comes out tomorrow ! i dont think ive ever been so excited over a movie before wee p.s i miss chantel :( p.s. 2 . HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN <3

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [05 Nov 2006|10:53am] so andrew called me at like 11 last night n wanted me to go to dannys so i ended up going there till 12*30 but there werent that many people there anymore just danny, andrew , sonny roger n like 2 or 3 other guys. it was an interesting night to say the least.

i melt everytime you look at me that way [04 Nov 2006|10:19pm] alright so today heather came over after her nail appointment n we kept texting andrew to see if he wanted to come to the movies with us, cause we wanted to see the pacifier or be cool but he was an idiot n didnt wanna come. we got wendys , but it kinda tasted like shit n that made me mad haha but then we get ready to go to the movies but then we didnt have a ride, so we decided to go to dannys with andrew n i dont know but then those plans got screwed up so me n heather just hung out here n it was fun, then i talked to sean sakamoto for like almost an hour on the phone n nowim talking to greggory <3 ew i dont wanna go to school this week ahh the ring 2 comes out next weekend n holly shit i will have a heart attack n drop dead .

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [03 Nov 2006|10:21pm] so im like really bored right now. maybe i should go make me some food oh n im obsessed with a country song n i listen to it over n over n over again ahhhh amndf adfh dauy bmncxvfc

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [26 Dec 2005|05:11pm] i wish the o.c was on tonight :( stupid re-runs

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [24 Dec 2005|06:37am] so i dont know how many people watch the bachelorette but wow i am shocked that was the saddest thing ive ever seen , she went on the show twice and last night she rejected 2 proposals, that has never happened before, n i wanted jerry to win the whole time i mean daang dude id take him in a heart beat

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [22 Dec 2005|01:35pm] so this weekened was without a doubt weird and interesting to say the least. every once in a while i get in really deep shit and i think most teenagers do for certain reasons. so my mom yells and screams n i get grounded n things taken away from me and me n my mom dont talk and after a few days we start to talk again, and my mom gets over it , its going to be hard for a little while but soon enough things will go back to normal. im over it, life goes on, another lesson learned . i feel bad that ive lied to my mom so i know never to do that again and hopefully i can change my habbits

2 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [21 Dec 2005|03:22pm] ive been bawling my eyes for like atleast 30 minutes. i wish my mom would jsut kick me out of the house so i could live somewhere else, n i want to run away so bad right now but i dont know where to go, cause the only like 1 or 2 friends i have right now, i cant go cause my mom would probably know that im there, i wish chantel didnt live so far away. i want to come stay at her house :( :( </3

5 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [21 Dec 2005|02:18pm] so right now im totally going to be just rambling on, n it will probably be really long n no one will read it i miss : chantel kyle andrew sean vanessa jon adam erica jenna amanda emily justine ish greggory hayden calsie rachel ryan n so many more people who i jsut cant think of at the moment </3 i dont know where to start, im really upset right now and almost feel like crying, my mom is very pissed off at me right now for the dumbest thing in the world, cause she always gets mad over gay things, n she basically hates me, and when she gets home shes going to ground me so i most likely wont have internet and my phone, i could care less about my phone, if i had my license and a car, i would leave right now . i dont have very many friends, i have heather, who ofcourse i love and adore and am so thankful for, and i have jacquelyne too who i also love very much, but thats pretty much it, i like the way it use to be when me heather amanda erica emily justine n jenna were all bff and we would hang out all the time together and just have so much fun doing stupid stuff, but i also like it when it was just me heather andrew n kyle always hanging out n having fun, but andrew got mad at me over the stupidest thing also n now doesnt like to talk to me much, and he said some very mean and hurtful things to me, and the worst part is he he thinks the way he acted was okay n he did nothing wrong and he doesnt even want to apoligize for being an ass to me, i have to apoligize to him cause thats the only way hell get over this, n i shouldnt have to apoligize to him cause i didnt do anything wrong. ive liked him for a very long time but he never wanted a gf, n right now i can handle him not liking me anymore like more than a friend but i couldnt handle not having him as a friend, ive known him for almost 3 years now n its like hes totally throwing all that away over something stupid, hopefully things will change soon, and same with kyle, i dont understand why hes always so mean to me n heather and like him n other people dont want to be friends with us? we didnt do anything wrong but like we havent hung out with him for a couple months now and i miss having him as my friend <3 its like they refuse to be our friends n i dont know what we did . the poeple who i care about dont feel the same way about me . the main ones are andrew and sean. i wish i could go back to freshman year cause i think it was so fun, when i would hang out with like calsie and jacquelyne a lot, n talk to sean all the time on the phone n just seeing him at school, n i dunno i just had more people in my life and it was so much more fun and better. n i was alost friends with ish, n i didnt even get the chance to talk to him.i miss him, n he left n then came back n i was always thinking about how moorpark is so small so i always hoped to run into him again, n 2 days ago as i was pulling out of blockbuster i saw ish going into blockbuster, i miss him . i wish jon still went to our school cause he was a good friend of mine, adam i miss a lot, yeah i met him in hawaii but we had so much fun together n he was such a cool guy n it was just a blast. ofcourse i miss my best friend chantel, i wish i could have gone down to her house the other weekend cause i really need to go see her i havent seen her in almost a year, thats really really sad n i just wanted to go to her house have a blast n get out of moorpark for a little while. i totally miss vanessa being in my classes last year, i wish she could come back to the highschool. yes i have a lot of regrets n i wish for things that wont come true n i know people say you shouldnt regret things but i regret a lot of things, i wish i could just have more friends n people who cared about me n want to listen to me n be there, i also think abck when i was little n had so many friends who im not friends with at all or dont even speak to really, like sarah plant, elizabeth casten, paige peterson , amanda neilson,kendal spencer, hayley b and alyssa z. i miss some of those poeple too. n right now im slowing getting over andrew, which is a good thing , im starting to not care so much of what he does or says which is good, and the only reason why im moving on from him is because i sort of liek someone else, or a crush i guess u could say m its someone ithough i would never see myself liking in a million years , but theres no chance, n i really dont even talk to him that much, but when i do it seems liek he doesnt wanna talk to me. yeah so im done

i melt everytime you look at me that way [20 Dec 2005|03:44pm] ahhh im so excited for tonight ! its going to be so fun / crazy weee

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [20 Dec 2005|06:54am] so whenever they turn a book into a movie everyone says the book is always better, well im reading a walk to remember right now, and the movie is waay better , the book so far sucks i think and really stupid.

i melt everytime you look at me that way [18 Dec 2005|05:58pm] i just came from target n im so excited cause i got to see vanessa for the 1st time since june cause she works there . i am so happy i got to talk to her for like an hour .i love and miss her so much <33 weeee :)

i melt everytime you look at me that way [05 Dec 2005|09:49pm] alright im seriously not going to do this to myself anymore im done.

i melt everytime you look at me that way [04 Dec 2005|03:17pm] mrs lubacheski is suck a bitch n i hate her anyways someone wanna do my layout please. it would be most appreciated.

2 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [03 Dec 2005|09:20pm] im sad .

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [06 Feb 2005|08:12pm] chelsea got herself a new abercrombie hoodie :)

i melt everytime you look at me that way [02 Feb 2005|06:44am] here i am beside myself again torn apart by words that you said </3

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [01 Feb 2005|07:33pm] so mammoth consisted of : snowboarding ; lots of pool ; cruisin usa exotica ; hot boys :)

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [28 Jan 2005|06:42am] going to mammoth today with heather :) wont be back till tuesday, no school for us yay edit: i saw sean sakamoto at school today, my science buddy from last year, i was quite excited since i hadnt seen him since june . wee

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [24 Jan 2005|08:28pm] im updating just cause im really bored n im pretty much just rambling on well satuday me n heather went to kurty game, then to justin bogeys suprise party and hung out with amanda and jenna and heather which was really cool cause i havent hung out withthen especially jenna in like fricken forever n i miss them <3 it was a lot of fun, we went on the trampolene, played some poker and just hung out with cameron and brian. then i spent the night at heathers. sunday i came home n felt really dizzy so i layed down for a while then went to my cousins n still didnt feel good n then i had a stumach ache n thought i was gonna throw up, didnt go to school today cause i didnt feel that good, but i am better now finals cause suck a big fat one, n so can these online grades. i think im going to fail english, cause my teacher is gay, n i dont want to get an F cause im not going to summer school, i refuse. you cant make me 4 more days till mammoth with heather :) i miss you </3 dslkfjsdkuhfsa uigjsd

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [20 Jan 2005|09:18pm] life as we know it, didnt record, im very very upset n my mom said i can only go out 1 night this weekend cause i gotta study for finals, yeah ok .

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [18 Jan 2005|08:24pm] i dont know why i update on this thing anymore. i quit livejournal

i melt everytime you look at me that way [18 Jan 2005|04:45pm] wow im so fucking pissed right now, oh my god this kid is such an worthless piece of shit, i dont even know him n he got me all worked up, guys are ass holes, im sorry jacquelyne<3

i melt everytime you look at me that way [17 Jan 2005|06:31pm] so at first my weekend was really really boring friday i did nothing saturday i went to the mall with heather n i was her shopping slave, and she got a hott new beany for snowboarding, it was fun however i came home at like 2*30 and sat on my ass the rest of the day/night, i was so bored i went to bed at 10. sunday i went over to jacquelynes n watched wicker park with her n her cousin, it was really confusing n weird, then we went out to simi to a couple stores n got me some black dvs shoes, finally, there not exactly the ones i wanted but they were the only one in my size, then we saw in good company i think it was, it was good but it didnt end up the way i thought it was, then went to mission burrito then to my grandmas/aunts. my cousins took us on a to wendys, yuuum then went over to jacquelynes and watched the o.c we got a call from sonny and andrew at 12 so we talked to them for alittle n they wanted us to hang out but we couldnt. today just watched the o.c n shrek 2

i melt everytime you look at me that way [15 Jan 2005|10:17pm] so far this has been the most boring weekend of my life . hopefully tomorrow is better

i melt everytime you look at me that way [11 Jan 2005|05:03pm] i hate when teachers give u a big project n they tell you it will help your grade alot but doesnt do shit, it pisses me off so bad , nothing helps your grade these days it only bring it down, bull shit

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [04 Jan 2005|07:43pm] dude i seriously do not like mrs decoste, i had a 69% n she just entered our essays, n i got a C on it, and it brings my grade down to a 66% please someone tell me how the hell that happens, i got a C not an F , my grade should have like stayed the same atleast not go down, fucking gay, i hate the grading system at our school. well anyways, i was just watching some football game, n ashlee simpson performed at half time, and yeah i know she has her own style n thats cool, but what the hell was she was up with her outfit tonight, i think shes turning goth, and she got booed off stage, how sad,

i melt everytime you look at me that way [01 Jan 2005|05:31pm] alright well i havent updated in a long time, manley cause i havent done anything excitingn heathers computer is dead so therefor no one comments but its cool, so um not much going on, christmas was good,pretty much got everything i wanted which was good. been hanging out with heather pretty much everyday n watching the o.c., we babysat zach and ashley on thursday night n andrew sonny n sarah stopped by, for new years me n heather wentto the gomezes n just hung out there with kurt n all his cool friends n what not n now im at my cousins n simi. school starts on monday n i am soooo not looking forward to it, i seriously hate school, even lunch. n this month is gonnabe so hectic cause of finals n igotta get my grades up n retake tests n benchmarks, n do a gay project on huck fin.

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [22 Dec 2004|10:51pm] so these past couple days i havent done much, just hanging out with heather ofcourse. i finished all the episodes to the o.c 1st season. im very sad lol but now i get to watch the 2nd season! yay n heather filled me in on what happened on the 2nd season so far, today me n heather hung out with kyle andrew n tom, saw napolean dynamite, i didnt think it was that funny but thats just me but yeah christmas is in 3 more days ! cant wait .

i melt everytime you look at me that way [19 Dec 2004|10:35pm] last night me n heather went to my neighbors christmas party watched like 7 or 8 episodes of the o.c <33 today i went christmas shopping at the mall, and i saw michelle, casey and nathan . then went to sids for dinner with my family n cousins n stuff for my aunts birthday n then back to my grandmas. theres like no one on my street that has christmas lights on there house, wheres the christmas spirit. come on now.

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [17 Dec 2004|06:46am] k so heather has the 1st season of the o.c and i had never watched it last year so ive been watching the 1st season, n im only on episode 10, and i dont watch the 2nd season cause it gets me too confused. but yeah so everyones saying marissa is a lesbian? woooooooooow that kinda freaks me out, im very upset, i wont be able to watch the o.c the same ever again haha thats just fucking weiiirdd.

i melt everytime you look at me that way [13 Dec 2004|08:12pm] ive been on the computer for almost 2 n a half hours trying to type up an essay, n so far i have 1 paragraph i get distracted waaay to easily. oh well yeah i hate having doubts, i dont like that feeling at all

i melt everytime you look at me that way [12 Dec 2004|06:25pm] saturday i helped my dad with the christmas lights for most of the day, then just sat around for a while then heather came over, my dad brother his friends n heather n i went to brunswhick bowling alley, me heather n brian were on one lane and brian beat us both times, i came in second n heather came in last hah then me n heather played that like dance dance revolution game or whatever its called n we had never played before it was hilarious then we played some air hockey , woo , then came home n just kinda sat n my room n we were being gay, then we dressed up really hot n took some pretty cool pictures, then watched the o.c, and had are usual talk before bed im so excited that next weekend is the begining of christmas break, i wish this week would just be over with cause i know im gonna have a lot of test n projects . bleh

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [09 Dec 2004|06:18pm] half of my mouth is numb, it tingles. i dont like that feeling

i melt everytime you look at me that way [09 Dec 2004|06:50am] yesturday was the longest day ever. i wish it was friday today i have to go to the dentist to get a cavity filled, what a way to ruin my day.

i melt everytime you look at me that way [07 Dec 2004|03:29pm] i dont get it, i dont know what you want from me .

i melt everytime you look at me that way [06 Dec 2004|08:23pm] today in geometry we switched groups, i friggen hate when we do that, at 1st it was me mike dyer dustin n aaron which was really fun cause we had some good times, then he splits us up n it was me kerrie john n buzz n at 1st i was like omg this is gay but then i started to really like my group, now its me john mike dyer n esteban, no more kerrie :( now im the only girl n that means all the work relies on me, n that doesnt work cause im not smart jon came back to school today :) i missed him, i hadnt seen him in weeks, but hes out of our history class but thats okay cause now hes in my ceramics class, im so happy i actually have a real freind in that class now, yay i went to the dentist, n she made my mouth bleed a whole lot, n my teeth really hurt.

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [05 Dec 2004|08:09pm] well the weekend started off really bad, but now everythings pretty much fine yesturday was ericas birthday, so me n heather went to her house at 8 in the morning n suprised her n took her to breakfast, then i came home sat on my ass all day long n it was so boring, but then i went over to heathers around 7*30 and watched elf :) then we were remenissin lol taking about old times, i swear me n heather are crazy we remember so many memories so cleary that happened like 2 years ago its insane, we remember like what we were wearing, what we said, who was there and even what street we were on, haha yeah were totally stuck in the past n have those conversations all the time but its all good, then we watched real world. road rules challenge, and went to sleep , today: woke up n her mom made us breakfast, then watched the o.c <3 n then got ready and went to rite aid n kohles, got dropped off at my house and decorated the christmas tree n put up all of our christmas stuff, we were planning on doing the lights but we couldnt since it rained :( ah i love christmas

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [04 Dec 2004|12:21pm] i seriously wish we could just rewind and go back to friday when things were alright . i really messed up .

1 ♥ i melt everytime you look at me that way [01 Dec 2004|06:53pm] well today i had to go in to my dads work n file, its boring as hell and it makes my back hurt, its like going to school all over again, and now im way tired and i have tutoring in a half n hour for geometry, yesssssss i wish it was the weekend already

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